I have not seen any change in my measurments in 11 days. At least my body fat % is still going down.

Last week was not a good week at the gym. Had to leave one day early due to the owners grandson (he is 3 1/2) being a little hell raiser and kept poking my little girl in the eye. She is 2 1/2. It was stressful for her and I so I left. Then I had to leave early again on Firday after only doing 2 sets on the bench because of another issue with that little brat. A lot of parents are getting mad over it. She really needs to make him behave and STOP running all over the place. THere is a place center. KEEP THE KIDS IN THERE! IF MINE WILL STAY AND SHE IS @ THEN YOURS CAN! Then on Saturday and Sunday some family issues came up. Man I hope this week is better.

OK enough of my complaining. Its a new week. Lets kick some a$$.

One of my many goals was to bench my weight. I currently weigh 126lbs.

Sunday I benched, grant it only one time, 135lbs! I was so excited. Yes it took all I had but I pushed it. Brought it all the way down and back up!

Today, like every friday, I have to go to the gym alone. I hate it! I can not get motivated when i go alone. I dont know why, I just dont. I think its because I don't have someone there pushing me when I am ready to give up. And when I say pushing me I mean say "Push IT! PUSH IT! You got one more in ya! Come On!"

Also...

I use free weighits a lot, bench with the bar with weights and so on. Well yes I am a girl but I am a LOT stronger than I look. I have been going to the gym now for 3 months and I lifted weights for 4 years before I took a long break. So I know what I am doing in there. When I do its during the slow time during the day but I am always the only girl there other than the owner of the gym. And the guys seem to think I need help.  Or need to be told how to do it.  If iritates me. I took 4 years of weight lifting classes too. I know what the hell I am doing. And if I have just benched 65lbs with ease twice, I think I got it. I just hate the men that go there to pickup girls. I am there for my and my body, not for the men.

Last friday I cheated and did not go. But this friday I am sucking it up and going. I have 3 months to get my body perfect for that sexy silk body tracing wedding dress! I want to take everyones break away! So no more laying out! I am going to suck it up and do this. No matte what.

Just felt like venting. Thanks

PS I suck at spelling so sorry.